.:A gurl's blog:.

2012

2012-01-04T17:40:00.005+08:00

HEY! Assalamualaikum. ;)

The fact that im not into my blogger no more made me sucha terrible writer now.

I gotta say, my writing is getting poorer by day. Have no ideas where did my interest on writing goes. *sigh I should write more often from now on. I guess? hah!

Lemme see.. well, Im officially alone! The deeper meaning to that statement would be.. find it yourself! HAH! Im just kidding~ GOTCHA~ ;pp

You see, in my life.. I dont remember since when, there's always one person, at least.. this one person would be the only person I would talk to, or chat with, or hang out with.. everything that includes in girl thingy and whatsoever. And now, there's no more.. well, literally she went overseas. You know what that means.

But of course, we've been in contact since then.

But you know, the feeling of.. 'something missing' is there.. and it wont fade no matter how hard I tried to eliminate it. haa.. thats why, like how people used to say.. its a pain in the ass. Is that even a right sentence? Or did I just ruined the whole words? whatev.

Overall, Im sucha a sad terrible lass now. I still eat too much though, and Im gaining weight every second I breathe. MAN! What could be worse?

Oh yeah, before that.. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? I went to KOREA for vacation last December. HAHAH awesome ayy?

Well, still feel like a dream though. You know why?

There's this one good-looking oppa I met there. He's like.. our group cameraman u could say.

Yeah, I went there with this richie yet uncomfortably-to-be-with group.

Well, not all them.. I did made some friends. And they're the only exception. lol

Oh, back to this quite gorgeous oppa, I talk to him in Korean. HAHAH shocked?

heheh I learned to write and speak Korean in Uni last year thats why.

What made me full of ecstasy is that.. when he heard me say that one sentence in Korean, he got stunned and there he was, asking me lots of questions with full curiosity.

He even said I speak very well. You have no ideas how arrogantly smart I felt. HAH

That's not all, the next day was my fav. *giggling*

HEE let it just remain a secret between oppa and me. ;)

And oh, I didn't get to say goodbye due to some circumstances.

What a sad ending. I almost fall for him. Hmm maybe I already did? hahah!

OKAAAY back to the story of overseas.. well, honestly, I dont wanna talk about it.

It makes me teary.. :( My most precious bestfriend leaving me, who would be happy?

OFcourse im happy for her.. but yeah. But.. just as much as she want to study overseas, she doesn't really wanna go. *sigh

I can't really imagine my life without her.. I mean.. she's always there.

Even if don't see her for quite a time, there'll be a day in 3 weeks i guess, we'll hang out but now.. hooo emo! hah

Lets just pray for her safety. She'll always be my best girl!

LOOOOVEEE YA BABE!!!! huhu ❤

Did u guys watched Ombak Rindu? MAAAN I love it soo much!

Can't get enough of it.. seriously. Im not really into malay movie.. but this, inexplicable.

I love it just as much as I love Korean Drama. haha! If you know what I mean.

Till the next time.

Hey, Its me!

2011-08-26T07:36:00.007+08:00

How ya doin readers? Well, I would be grateful enough if someone is actually reading this.. don't wanna be called lunatic for writing without having a reader. lol

Guess what? I'm a University student now! Ain't that exciting!

Oh my, my life's full of ups and down now.

Life as a university student really amuse me. Though i've only started my 1st semester.

It is utterly different from college. Orientation was waaaaay more fun and it is more into the adult style. If you know what I mean.

Though I'm semi scared on going through that stage of maturity.. it is the nature right.

People just grow up.. and you don't even realize how big you have become, how adultery has somehow sneak in to your life.

That's life.

Look at my student card! haha! I've done some retouch to hide some numbers you should not know. Sorry about that. ha!

Raya is coming up! Oh my, just as much as Im excited about it, I wouldn't be able to celebrate much this year. Well, as you may know we only have like what? 2 days of holiday for raya? But.. reasonable enough. Since we won't be having a class for one whole day.

Thats one of the awesome thing being in the Uni.

I was about to write more when suddenly my aunt came knocking my door.

Gotta do some baking now.

Till the next time!

[MV + MP3 D/L] 2NE1 - Lonely

2011-05-12T08:34:00.000+08:00

2NE1's Lonely is here!!!!!!!!

Check it out guys... It was super AWESOME!

AN ALL KILL!!

MP3 Download: mediafire gotupload megaupload

Mp4 Download: mediafire megaupload

Credit: Jenpoo

Tumblr

2011-05-11T23:25:00.005+08:00

Another reason of the abandonment on my blog is due to tumblr.

Seriously, tumblr is waaaaaayyyy cooler than any blog sites! haha!

Im sorry if thats too offensive for anyone but.. Im being honest :)

Not only it was super easy, but the 'reblogging' button is too irresistible. If you know what I meant lol

Check out my tumblr, readers! Click here.

[Variety Show] Running Man English Subs.

2011-05-11T22:53:00.006+08:00

Despite having an addiction to SBS heroes since its first aired, I came to know how funny and awesome running man is! XD

Though I've watched only quite a few episodes, it was utterly daebak!

I'll just post a link to full episodes here. ENJOY!!

Oh FYI, this is an online streaming and not for download. heee

Click Here.

[MP3 D/L] Lim Jeong Hee - 니가 떠나고 나도 I Leave You (Feat. Basick & San E)

2011-05-11T22:35:00.004+08:00

I love this song! Current addiction. The beats are just... ;)

Jeong hee unnie has a great voice!

Download: mediafire

Credit: iHoneydew

[VIDEO] 2NE1 'LONELY' TEASERS for MAY 12TH

2011-05-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

Im supeeeerrr excited for 2NE1's comeback!

But unfortunately, YG papa says they're not gonna promote this song :(

But hey, they're gonna release another song every 3 weeks!! XD

Blackjacks, you guys excited? ME TOO!

Leader CL is DAEBAK!

Minzy's voice is just... awesome!

Dara unnie!!

I can't wait for the full version! weeeeee

Now lets patiently wait for bom's unnie teaser! :D

Shocked.

2011-05-10T22:26:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD.

I didn't realize I've been writing only 2 post since 2011 has begun and it's already what? MAY?
TELL ME WHAT TO POST!

OKAY, I'll tell you some of the reason on my laziness to post anything this year.

Twitter kept me busy.
Been watching quite a lot of drama and korean variety shows this year.
Facebook makes me forget I have a blog.
I have thoughts that nobody even read my blog anymore.

WELL actually, Im quite surprised to see some anonymous drop by and text on my chatbox!
That is the reason I wrote a post this night.

WHOA I'm grateful enough some of you did drop by and read my blog. THANKS! :D

Thus, I feel apologetic for not updating my blog anymore.

I am not sure actually, why you visits my blog. There's only two reason people would visit my blogs and Im curious to see the most reason why. I think kpop update is what you guys look for the most yeah? ;D haha! I'll be creating a poll soon.

GUESS WHAT? I lost my sense of writing. No, seriously, my writing is getting poorer nowadays since I didn't do much writing anymore. *sigh I think I've came back to my high school days though I am already a pre-university's student. That sucks!

OH YEAH! I forgot to mention the big news! U-KISS IS COMING TO BRUNEI BEYBEH!

OMG Im super excited but, strangely, I do not but the ticket. lol

I have my own reasons not to, so don't ask! -__-"

EXCITING isn't it? I would love to see AJ in person but hell Im not going to the fan meeting!

But hey, I wish you guys have a splendid trip in Brunei ;))

I'll be posting an update soooooon. weeeeeee

[MV + MP4 D/L] F(x) - Pinocchio (Danger)

2011-04-20T22:26:00.005+08:00

Watch and download the MV guys! Its simply awesome! ;D

I LOVEE THIS SONG. My current addiction. hee

AMBER IS BACK!! WEEEEEE

MP4 Download: mediafire

Credits: K2nblog

.بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

2011-02-18T13:08:00.003+08:00

Heyaaa!!! How's everyone doing? WHOA it's been like what? a year? maybe not. haha

I doubt anyone would probably visit my site anymore since its been ages since I didn't do an update. Not that I've been busy, I've been forgetting that I have a blog lol

I have grown up.. to a semi-mature woman and I'll be heading to University soon. Too bad I didn't get enough point for overseas but at least, Alhamdulillah I managed to get a satisfactory result.

I'm very happy, but at the same time I'm very sad. Not everyone got a good results you know, so.. I feel somewhat unsure of what I have to feel. HA! complicated enough yea.

CONGRATULATION TO EVERY STUDENTS THAT GOT GOOD RESULTS IN THEIR 'O', 'AS and A LEVEL.

TO THOSE WHO DIDN'T GET IT, NEVER GIVE UP! YOU'LL REGRET ONE DAY IF YOU GIVE IT UP. JUST TRY YOUR BEST AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD. :D

Its not okay if you fail, but that's life.. I've been in that situation before and look at where it brought me now.. as long as you try hard, there will be a chance to success, you wont know. ;)

I've got a licensed! Have I told ya before? HAHA! YEAH BABBY, IM A RACER!! WEEE JK

I would be in jail if I'm a racer.. in my country. A peace type it is.. my country. lol

Actually there's a lot I want to write but it just disappear, just like that. It happens everytime I've got tons to tell. What a life ey.

FYI, I'm still single! HAHA Yeah, no one wants me.. even if there is, its too complicated. lol Its because, I'm only saving myself for one guy. A guy that is chosen by Allah SWT for me. A guy that I can love because of Allah SWT. :) Im waiting for that kind of guy. I am proud to be a muslim.

I've been a good girl these days.. I used to yell all the time, but its fading. But I still yell though, but not as much as I used to. haha and I've been smiling.. because its a sedekah. ;)

That is what you'll feel when you always ingat Allah. Sentiasa lh ingat akan Allah wahai muslim & muslimah.. insyaAllah ease is what you'll always feel.

To be specific, I'm looking for a job, but.. there's always a problem or something that blocks my way. *sigh* Maybe its not the time.. yet. Though I really want to. Just to let you know, I have crossed out all my crush.. HAHA yeah I don't have a crush anymore. But there's someone, from my elementary school.. haha I saw him last time after all these years.. and he's grown up fine.. :p still cute. HAHA I'm quite flirty you know, but yeah, only one guy. and I thought I met him again.. and I was super excited, but when I looked at that guy again, it's just someone who has quite a similar face as him. Just an illusion. That's what happened. To add more info, he's the first reason I got addicted to Winnie The Pooh. :P Because he likes pooh. LOL

-Till the next time

[MV + MP4 D/L] IU - Good Day

2010-12-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeee I LOVE IT !!! LOVE THE DANCE TOO :D

Here it goes fellas.. download IU's MV with High Definition!

MP4 Download [HD]: 4shared [120MB]

Credit: asianpopmusic@4shared

[MV + D/L] T-ara - Why Are You Being Like This

2010-12-13T21:11:00.003+08:00

I love this song better than Ya Ya Ya !! XDD

But of course YaYaYa MV are better cuz No Min Wo is in there !!!! XP

MP4 Download [HD] : 4shared [80 MB]

Credit: Asianpopmusic@4shared

[MP3 D/L] IU full album 'REAL'

2010-12-09T08:06:00.004+08:00

IU is back !!!!! ;D I'm loving this and I'm looking forward to the MV.

I love all the songs.. You should hear it :D

Good Day (title track)

MP3 download: mediafire

Merry Christmas in Advance (ft. MBLAQ's Thunder)

MP3 Download: mediafire

The rest of the songs you can find it here.

Credit: ihoneyjoo

Enjoy! ;D

An update.

2010-12-08T08:34:00.003+08:00

Heya.. how ya doin'? I'm doing great despite of my hurting throat *cough* :P

Just wanna do a quick update here.. some have been wondering about my lack update so here I go.

Here are some kissmes doing U-kiss's dance at Korean Culture Day in my college, PTEK. Watch it.. they're good. :D

heheh enjoy your day! ^^

A story of a girl.

2010-11-26T22:35:00.004+08:00

What a depression.. should I just tell you a story?

Title: Dumb girl

It was a bright sunny day that a girl was brought by her school to a trip about geography. She was so happy until she suddenly met this young charming boy about her age after getting off from the bus. Her first impression at him was *a foreigner*. His face are as white as the Chinese, soft as a baby and pretty than an ordinary girl could be. She could not help it but keep on searching for him and when she did, gazing at him was what she do the most. From then on, she has the urge to find out who he is and full details on that guy.

She found everything she wants about him, his name, class, age and he's not even a foreigner. At first it was just a crush.. like she had done with many more guys. She stalk him a bit, just a bit, she keep on looking at him whenever she bumped into him, and there she was, trying to create her existence in his world. But it never worked.

It was in a year and a half before finishing high school, when she started to like him. His smile was what she loves the most. But soon afterwards, when she found out more about him, he was actually one that would be last suitable for her. But she believes that liking someone does not mean that you have to be together with them, just as long as it could make you happy, nothing else matter. And that, she just keep on liking him till the end of her high school days.

When she finally got a result from her Cambridge examination, she was picked as one of the best student in that year. Well, to be exact, the 'last' best student for the school. It was such a joyous day for receiving an awards when her parents got to see her on stage receiving the presents. She didn't know what difficulties are at that time and just happily standing above the ground. It was even happier for her when she got to greet her crush's mother. It was thoroughly the best day of her life and yet, she still haven't talked to her crush.

Her happiness does not end there when she got to proceed her college life with her crush. That was the day when she starts a new life to not became someone she used to be. She was fully determined than half of her other colleague and are ready to take any responsibilities. That was when she got to experienced different emotions.. and people.

She met more new friends, her old friends and met someone who loves kpop just as much as her. She begun her unimportant life in college to find someone smarter than her to be her friend as to make her life easier. She found one on orientation but that girl was just as weird as she was and therefore, F is the first new friend she had found on the day.

As much as she found an excitement on the first day of college, she was quite astounded to see her crush having one same class with her. It feels like a dream came true when she have this thought of fate that gets them together. An ecstacy fill over her life but then she fears that it will affect her study and yes, it does. Though she sat in the front and it does not seem to affect her concentration on lecturer's explanation, a crush could still makes you concerned while having to sit in the same room with them. If you know what I meant. She kept on focusing on her angle to not look so fat from the back and that, her concentration was fading bit by bit. As much as she wish he is not there, that's as much as grateful she felt that he was there.

It was not until recently that she became fully obsessed with him. There are reason behind it where she prefers not to reveal it here. It was a truly an obsession when she begun to stalked him everyday and mostly think about him.

Whenever she wokes up, he was the first to appear in her mind. It does not feel right when she didn't see him for a day. She even knows every single class and block that he goes to and she always looks for him when she's on her way to class and when she has the free time. Only then, she realized that the guy was not her crush anymore.. but her first love, she just fell in love.

If you don't believe it, she even stalked him at his house. What a dumb girl she is for looking at someone who would never love her back. That was probably why she never has the guts to even talk to him. Every single thing that he does, even for just a slight thing, could already make her life fly in the air. That was how much she loved him, just how much she cared for him.

However, it all ended when she decides not to love him anymore. She did not remember why she decides so but she did. It did not worked. That was the hardest thing she could ever done, trying to shove him out from her insignificant life. She kept on trying and trying and it takes a really long time till she finally gets over him. There are always an obstacle appeared whenever she tries to forget him especially when she still had to see him everyday in class.

In the end, she never regrets on loving him but she regret not knowing the 'real' him in the first place. I have loved you great man, but it all ended now.. for good.

:D hows the story? hmmm quite boring eyy.. just to let you know, that dumb girl is.. me.

Im back?

2010-11-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

The title is a bit confusing.. well, for me.

As you can see, I'm suffering from semi-amnesia these days and that truly troubles my life.

Damn, I feel too much! Why is everyone having a pizza tonight? sheesh

Its not that I'm craving for it or anything, its just.. guys, save your money! Yeah yeah, I should just mind my own business.

I gain weight. Damn! Now what? I've got to learn new dance soon. *sigh*

Oh btw, I've changed.. into a half-mature young adult.. and that explains a bit of my sensitivity on my previous post. Yeah, SH*T happens.. when you realize that you're aging.

I got problems with my friend, my bestfriend.. because of my 'amnesia' disease! Darn it.

In addition to that, just recently, my plaque is GEEZ !!!! Thus it shut down my laptop while Im still writing this fucking blog. NOT ONLY THAT, I was planning to make crab sushi for dinner and I already heated the crab. But then, I cannot find the seaweed! What a day huh? geez.. It makes me lost my appetite.

RECENT difficulties:

EMPTY FUEL

NO INCOME

GAINING WEIGHT

BOREDOM

SEMI-AMNESIA

ANGER

DEPRESS

NOW WHAT?

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LIFE

2010-11-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

A FUCKING SHIT!

[MV + MP3 D/L] 2NE1 - To Anyone Full Album

2010-09-09T13:13:00.006+08:00

2NE1 is BACK ! I REPEAT ! 2NE1 IS BACK !!!!! XDD

Scroll down to download 2NE1's new album ^^

Watch 'Clap Your Hands' MV here !!

AWESOME EYY?

Fyi, the download link is for each song.

MP3 Download link: Mediafire

Credit: Kaboomza

Oh hey!

2010-08-29T10:22:00.004+08:00

Time is running out.

HAHA what a stressful introduction of this passage. Yeah, the word 'stress' has been dominating my life since recently. What to do.. its part of life and we'll just have to endure some part of it. Oh btw, CUTE MIAOW EY? HAHA

Reunion was.. quite memorable except the fact that someone was pissing me off though I don't quite remember what was that about. And I didn't eat much.. have no ideas why. Maybe because I lose my appetite after seeing someone.. HAHA fitter than ever. What the huh? Banaaar banaar banaar fit yo.. jilous banaar ku lehnya!! HAHAH stress bunyinya.

I'm fasting and yeah I love it.

I miss them already =/

My Links

2010-08-17T19:43:00.001+08:00

Ayaii: "Unforgettable Cutey Girl ;D"

Its ME !!!!

2010-08-05T15:33:00.004+08:00

HOLA !!!! I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaack ! I'll be gone again by the way. haha

Anyone miss me? No? hahah I know.. I only write when I feel like to.

Yesterday's exams suck ! HAH I said it.. Today's better but of course not a good grade I guess.

Been tweeting quite a lot lately.. It is actually quite addicting you know.. especially when there's quite an updates through the day.

Oh just so you know, I'VE GOT MY LICENSE !!!! YAY !!!

I really hate my driving lesson.. the lecturer was GAH keep releasing an anger out of me.

But thats ok now.. I've passed and that's all that matters :D

Oh you know what? IT WAS EPIC. HAHA I mean, driving.. :p

Its just that everytime I went to do my driving lesson, it feels like the worst day of my life.

Now that it ended, I feel like I've won a lottery ticket or something like that.lol

The thing is, I still don't really know how to park. heeeeee

Enough of that ! Now that you see I'm writing, lets hear my current fav quotes ey?

" Love is fragile.. and we're not always its best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can and hope this fragile thing survives, against all odds. "

MAN, I love it.. now figure out where did I quote that from.

I... have no feelings.. for.. you.... anymore. (:

I'm glad it ended.

But... I still misses you..

The 'you' that I knew. hee

Lets browse some recent pics :D

Some of my Kpop stuffs !!! XDD

We met XD and its only for a while ='/

Mwaaaahhhhhhxxx~

Lipsolicious~ :p heeeeee

Love ya - Ayaii

Jay is back.

2010-06-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

To begin this post, just as to let you know, I AM A JALWALKER !! hahah yes babbyy, I am one of the JAYEFFECT !! ;p

I have no ideas why I feel like blogging right now after for what? a month? heheh

I haven't post anything for a month ey? hmm that's rare.. maybe.

Oh btw, holiday is coming to an end and I've yet had enough holiday -.-"

I felt anxious lately due to... hmmpp I don't want to write it here but yeah.

Wait a sec, what am I talking about? Its out of topic !! STOP

Okayy babby, WELCOME BACK JAY PARK !! ^^ Though I am like far enough from you, I'm happy you're back at your own country.. with all the JAYEFFECT. hehee

♥ JAY

Current obsession.

2010-05-18T19:34:00.007+08:00

Yorobun.. Annyeonghaseyo !

Let me see, whoa I got like less than a week before my accounting exam. T.T

Help me ! T__T I've been revising a lot but I'm still not ready.

Enough of that.

The reason I've been writing today is to tell you about my current obsession. What the.. why did I bother to post this in the first place anyway? Gah, just bear with it.

First of all, kpop/jpop songs.

There are 3.

1. BONAMANA - Super Junior

2. Y - Mblaq

3. Tell Me Goodbye - Big Bang

I know, amazing songs are hard to resist. Especially when the singers are our own fav. Besides, I've never liked Super Junior before and I'm more towards hating them because of ~~gayness~~ too many members in their group. HAHAH In addition to that, since I am a BIG fan of DBSK, I think I should hate their competitors which is yeahh. However, as for now, I've slowly developing some interest in them when I first listened and watched BONAMANA. Not only that, I began to like one of the couple in that group -__- HAHA yeah, it might sound gay to you, but hey.. if it does to you, that means you don't know the kpop world very well.. trust me ! xp I've been loving YunJae couple all these years and what's wrong with EunHae? HAHA EunHae stands for Eunhyuk and Donghae BTW. XP

cuteeeeeee ♥ lol :p

*drools* HOT ! EunHae !!! ;D

I want Taeyang !! I want G.O !!

Oh, talking about G.O love, HAHAAH he lost his beard -__-

Though he looks hotter than ever, I'm gonna miss that mustache of his. T.T

Can't wait for MBLAQ's comeback !!! ^^ keke

♪ ♪ Give it to my Y~ Listen to my Y~ ♪ ♪

G.O ♡

Saengil Chukha Hamnida.

2010-05-18T19:16:00.003+08:00

kekeke today is my one and only hubby's birthday !! ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED TAEYANG !! ^^

I still remember the first time I've fallen for him.

It's his super adorable smile !!! hahahh

Sarang hae oppa. ♥

[MV + MP3 D/L] Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye.

2010-05-17T14:51:00.002+08:00

Another awesome song !!! Man, I miss taeyang T.T

Mp3 Download: mediafire

Credit: Jenpoo

[MP3 + MV D/L] MBLAQ - Y

2010-05-17T12:50:00.003+08:00

The official song is out !!!!! It's AWESOME !! Can't wait for their MV + comeback !! ;D

MP3 Download: mediafire

Credit: Kpopdream

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Edited on 18/05/10

Mp4 Download: 4shared

Size: 76MB Resolution: 640x480

Credit: asianpopmusic

[HD MV D/L] Super Junior - BONAMANA MP4

2010-05-14T16:20:00.006+08:00

Here it goes ! Super Junior's BONAMANA mp4 in high quality. ^^

P/S: It's not mpeg.

Mp4 Download: 4shared

File Size: 88.0 MB Resolution: 640x480

Credit: asianpopmusic@4shared

Oh yeah !

2010-05-14T14:21:00.004+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo ! *bow* I haven't update for quite awhile eyy.. But I did post some latest kpop. hahahh I got accounting and business for like less than 2 weeks and I'm not ready for the exams !! No more babbling !

I can't waaaiitt for CNBLUE and MBLAQ's comebacks !! It's gonna be awesome ! In addition to that, my husband, G.O has shave his mustache !!! I got so excited. hoho Moreover, later Suju will make their comeback on Music Bank !! Gotta watch this.. I have no ideas why I got so fond of suju recently. lol

Suju~ ;D

I know.. my writing is getting bad since I haven't write for like what? A month? Arghh.. I don't want to write anymore.. My cheetos will be here in a minute so.. till the next time ! hahahh

Oh waaiitt, how's my new header? HOT eyy? ;p

G.O ♥

[MV + MP3 D/L] Super Junior - 미인아 (Bonamana) / Beautiful Girl (Obviously)

2010-05-13T15:46:00.003+08:00

I LOVE IT !! ♥♥♥

I was never once been a fan of super junior but this time, they surely got me.

Minah (Bonamana) is totally awesome ! hahahh

MP3 Download: mediafire

Credit: Jenpoo

[MP3 D/L] C.N.Blue - Love light.

2010-05-10T16:43:00.005+08:00

Its out !!!! CNBlue's new track is out ! I love itttt !!! ♥

Let's try to hear how good it is.

Download: mediafire

Credit: jenpoo

[MV + MP3 D/L] Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang.

2010-04-12T19:08:00.007+08:00

Hyori rocks !! you should watch this. ;DD

Anndd her album H-Logic is awesome !!

MP3 Download: mediafire

Credit: KpopDream

Click here if you want to download full album.

Random.

2010-04-07T16:41:00.002+08:00

I go crazy because of you.

HAHAH ! Seriously, it was true. Can you believe that? I do something I could not do today. Err, what am I talking about? lol Oh please~ I have no ideas why am I like this. XP Please spare me some medicine.

Man, what did I just do eyy? I could not write it here though. haha The thing is, I am a little bit hyper right now. *jumping* hahah

Okay okay, stop it.

Rain's new album is awesome !! Lovee it. You should hear it. yeahh..

- out, searching for my soul.

Emotion

2010-04-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

I don't feel good. Though I just wasted all that tears, I'm not satisfied. I tend to be someone else when I got sad or when I am out of my mind which I currently undergo within these days. Life is not easy after all though I got like 100 times better lifestyle than those poor out there. What a fuck ey. I have this feeling of wanting to curse, wants to do something unusual, a dangerous one. But what to do? I got no control on this body of mine when it didn't even listen to my orders.

It's not that I hate my life, its just that, I envy others. Not that the fact they are rich or whatsoever but, the reality that they are.. how should I say it? Peacefully living? No, not exactly that.. Well, I could not find the right words for this time. There is something that I've always wanted to do but it never happened. Something that does not include study, family or friends. What a life..

Despite that, I have always dream of being in a movie. Don't get me wrong. I never had any intention of being an actress or acting somewhere else, its just that I wished I could live like the main character in that movie or drama. You see, I'm obsessed with dramas especially the Korean ones. Sometimes I wonder how could they be so much different with the reality, with a real life of somebody and sometimes, they could be exactly the same. HAH !

All I wanted to do now is to complain. complain ! complain ! complain !

I want to become the greatest harsh judge in the world. Just a dream. I know. Though I wanted to, it could never happen. I have this habit, of fearing that I would hurt the other person if I say something bad, though it is the truth. However, sometimes they need to know the real truth so it actually depends.

You see, I also got this habit, of when I have no mood or sad, I tend to write a lot. I could not find the reason why, but that is just how it goes. There are lots of things in my mind right now of what I wanted to write but it's all mixed up so I just write whatever it is that has came out from my mind. I wanted to tell you something but I couldn't because it would destroy my reputation as an author of this blog, as the owner of this blog. It has nothing to do with me but I could not find the ideas of what am I trying to say because I'm weary. I know you're a bit confuse reading this now and I could not even comprehend what I just wrote. Just bear with it, I'm trying too.

I accidentally hurt myself this afternoon on my finger. Yeah, I was trying to cut ~~myself~~ something then it accidentally goes to one of my finger. Darn it man, that feels so good.. No, honestly, the pain was like ouch.. sh*t. The weird thing was, soon after I got my hand on water and dry it up, I almost fainted. I know !! Crazy eyy? Never felt that way before. Guess I just lost quite a bit of my blood huh? Thankfully mommy was beside me and that's why I didn't completely faint.

I was.. trying.. struggling.. to complete something. But..

Forgive me for being such a burden to you. I can't help it.

I was just stressing out about ~~my obesity~~ everything. I have a very thin hair. I have lots of homeworks and assignment. I got fats all over my body. I have no sense of humor. I tend to be very gloomy in certain times. My studies is dropping. Oh hell no, I cannot have low marks on my studies !! But I still did.

Let's end it here. I'm tired of writing the same thing again and again and again and again. Oh btw, please be good eyy. Humans are the same.. Karma can be avoided if you know how to be a human. Try to digest that people.

[MV + MP3 D/L] Lee Hyori - Swing

2010-04-01T16:54:00.006+08:00

I got goosebumps. hahah Get ready to be swing by hyori people ! :D

MP3 Download: mediafire

Credit: jenpoo

What a surprise.

2010-03-27T19:30:00.004+08:00

Maaaaaaaaaannn, I almost cried just then. T____T I thought we, my friends and I would be really doing some study today and guess what? We had a party !! A very small party actually since I didn't even know there will be one. HAHAH !! At first I thought only one of my friend will be coming and surprisingly, I saw more when I first opened the door. "SURPRISE !!" And I was likee.. Oh myy god !! I'm blushing and didn't know what to do so I just stand there, trying to hide myself behind the door. LOL I got shocked and I wasn't prepared ! Luckily I wore a proper T-shirt, and my hair was almost dry. Only they know what I look like.. hahah

Awwww.. they're so sweet. I'm truly grateful to have a friends like them. Anndd Mai brought me a bbq lamb !! My fav. !! Thaankk youuu soo much dear friend. Somehow, at the moment when they appear on the front of my door, I lost my mind. It was like.. my mind was wandering around, struggling to search for a place to calm down. hahah I know !! But the thing was, I'm still moving around.. like I don't know where to go but I'm moving here and there.. Then after a while, I finally settle down.

I'm flying~~

I'm still losing my mind.

I love the cupcakes. ;p

And I'm gaining weight =.="

Stop it! I'll be crazy soon.

I love youu Maizah, Tampoi, Anum, Umul, Issmas, Mina & Abel !! ♥

[MV + MP3 D/L] After School - Bang!

2010-03-25T20:19:00.004+08:00

Another hit ! Just a simple word to describe, awesome ! ;D

I'm looking forward to their performance tomorrow on Music Bank !! ^^

MP3 Download: Mediafire

Credit: Kpopdream

It's my Birthday !!

2010-03-21T06:56:00.003+08:00

Morning !! *excited* hoho I was so excited waiting for this day. LOL Yeaahh baby, it's my birthday. No greetings for me? HAHA I got a lot already on my Facebook. Thaaannkkk yoouuu soo mucchh everyone !! I loveee youu alll.. ;p

FYI, I'm just turning 18 !!! HAHAH Maann, I feel old. =.=" Nevermind, most of them didn't mentioned my age anyway. lol I wish to get a spectacular results this year !!! I really want a scholarship. I hope that will come true. Amin ! huhu

I lovee you !! ^^ ♥

[MV 1 + MP3 DL] 2AM - I did wrong.

2010-03-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

T_____T I'm loving the song.

Download : mediafire

Credit : Jenpoo

[MV] 2NE1 - Try To Copy Me.

2010-03-12T08:35:00.004+08:00

It's out !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man, I was so excited when I saw the news of this MV. ;p

Watch it !!!! You'll love it. It's 2-2--2---2NE1 !!!! Whoa man, there's a lot of candy eye. lol And CL looks like the korean version of Lady Gaga. hahah ! Let's go bang bang~ ;p

Don't miss this up. XD

Click Here for mp3 download.

Chapter 4

2010-03-11T16:47:00.002+08:00

12 o'clock in the morning. I was heading to the cafeteria to grab some lunch when the man who had woken up my fear suddenly came up to me. I got nervous when I saw his shadow started to increase from a far, and there I was, trembling on deciding to continue my walk or hold back for a different destination. I come to a conclusion to just walk pass through him.

This is the moment, the first moment of a true humiliation happened to me after 18 years of living in this world. It was obvious to your knowledge that students will be wandering around when lunch time have come. I stroll in confident while he, just saunter in calm avoiding his surrounding and looking right through me. He almost reach me when I suddenly, slipped to the ground and my whole body dropped. He stopped in astonishment when he glare at the lower part of my body. I got shocked when he unexpectedly came to me while taking off his coat. He started to lower his body to me, slowly covering my lower part when I am not aware that it has been expose to his eyes, only his. Much to my understanding of the current situation, I screamed. For the first time in my life, I screamed to the max level of my voice.

All eyes of the human around were fixed to me, I did not know what to do and he started to support me to get up, escorting me to a place that seems to be much isolated from any others. "How can you scream that loud when you can't even speak a word?" he asked of curiosity. Much to my astonishment, I replied. "How can you even come out with that question when the real problem now is not that!" He looked at me like he never saw any single woman before, frozen and did not come into his consciousness. "You talk." he murmured. I, myself could not even believe that I actually uttered my angriness to this guy. I shall stitch my mouth if I ever talk to this beast again. Without hesitation, I strode forward, leaving him alone and just begun to search for the parking area. I have forgotten about the fact that I'm suppose to go to the cafeteria, ignoring my poor belly while waiting patiently for my dad.

My heart slowly felt in peace when I saw my car leisurely coming from afar, impatient to meet it's second owner since only two people were using this oldie car of father's. I came to smile when I saw the disheveled and yet stunning old man came to pick me up. He is the only one I got for now. I am already grateful enough to have only him though I might not have any other family and friends because he's been everything to me. He is my father, my mother, my family, my best friend and my everything. That represent how much he love his own daughter, how much he would sacrifice for the good life of his only blood. And that, is the only thing I need in my life, a loving father.

I was almost an orphan when my father were being placed in jail for the crime he commit last time. Fortunately, there is this one generous young man volunteered to help my father on his case for free and we did win. In conclusion, I fell for him. But he was not destined to be mine when he already found his true love. I am truly disappointed by that but his woman are too bewildered and you will find it hard not to like her. I could not fight for this love and that is how life's goes on. This is probably the first and the last time I will ever fell in love because now, I am no longer a girl or even a woman. I am just a human, a petrified human.

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I lost my sense to write. lol I could not came up with a good idea these days since my brain has been wandering around for quite a few times in a day. Forgive me for that.

One more thing, I just realize that, I do not write any specific name or place or whatever it is that's supposed to have name. I apologize. It's just that, I could not find one.. because I never think of putting any specific character in my story. hahah ! That what makes me a very baaaddd story-teller eyy? :p

I'm done !

An obsession ♥.

[MV + MP3 D/L] Royal Pirates - Disappear

2010-03-08T17:08:00.005+08:00

I love it ! hahah. FYI, the song is in english ok. ;p But of course, they are korean. :D Just listen to it.. you'll love it !!

Download: Mediafire

Lyrics

Tell me that this is my mistake and youre not
Telling me that this is the end, no I hope not
And you are burning me inside
Things that Ive never meant to say I told you
Thing that you wanted me to say, I never did
And this is burning me inside

Ill try to leave this behind
Ill try to leave you afar

Would you disappear
To where youve never been before
I just cant let you be here no more
And Im not stopping you here
So just disappear

Youve taken me down and let me drown
I shouldve taken you down with me
And all the things we share
Lets just burn it all on sight

Want to know more about them? Click Here to go to their YouTube Channel.

The life of mine.

2010-03-07T18:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was FUN ! No, seriously, I haven't been in that state for such a long time.. HAHA At first, I was supposed to help my friends setting up booth for our club in the canteen area but then I got stuck. haha I was asked to be the photographer for my friend's camera since she has to perform on stage. So there I was, wandering around the areas clicking as much as I could. I could not understand the excitement I got whenever I hold a camera, I could not stop. That is why it is better for me not to hold a bit of it. lol

Hmmpp, but the pictures didn't really turn out that well. You know it, I haven't hold a camera for like an eternity. Give me a break. XP However, the performances were amazing !! Thumbs up everyone !! :D Kamsahamnida shams ~~halmoni~~ for giving me a chance to hold that baby of yours for quite a while. I miss it already.. HAHAH ! Sarang hae.. ^^

Oh yeah, once the performances were finished, I got crazy. HAHAH ! I have no ideas why. BUT, IT WAS UTTERLY FUN !! Too bad some of you were not there. For once in my life, I yelled loudly in school. ;p "KOREAN CLUB !! WHO WANTS TO JOIN KOREAN CLUB?" haha trust me, you wouldn't want to hear it. XPP OH, despite that, it was really HOT !! I was like.. wind wind, I want a fan !! phew, it was pretty much tiring and of course, entertaining. rawr.. ;p

Forgive me for uttering such a boring life of mine. Ahhh, I just remembered, someone told me, in front of me, clearly on the face of mine that my blog is boring. hahah !! Try to digest that. Andd I was like.. " eekk..ouuhhh okaaayy. Really? okaayy". Give me a break ! I'm not offended in any way but, maybe I should close down? Oh come on, I'm not that easy to give up. I've given you something to read.. Try to comprehend that.

Wait wait wait, there's more to add, about yesterday. haha ! This one is funny. I've mentioned that I screamed right? I actually stand above the chair to do that.. It feels soo good ! lol And there's this guy, appear from nowhere and joined me standing above the chair. Afterwards shams joined me. hoho That guy and me were like, maann, you would've thought we are bestfriend. HAHAHA We were like, pushing each other away, battling to win over the crowd's attention and in conclusion, we promote both our club together. LOL ANDD I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME ! LMAO HAHAHAH I can't even imagine that. Please save me from that crazy world of mine. =.=

See that? I was the one who's holding a paper with "Korean Club" written on it. lol

Thanks Izumi for the picture. :D

My blog will be empty soon. I knew it. Once it reaches April, there will be no update at all. HAHA Just my thought okay. I'll be busy compiling my life with studies anyway which I should be doing right now. =.=" Of course Kpop will not be disappear from the daily life of mine or I'll be pale as Edward Cullen. haha ! Now you know it.

Thanks for reading, and don't broke my heart again. :D

G.O ♥

Shock !

2010-03-05T19:53:00.005+08:00

I'm shock ! HAHAH ! BEAST makes a comeback at Music Bank with 'Shock' !! It was HOTT.. rawrrr~ ;p Dojoon oppa ♥!!! Yo Seob !!! I'm not really into the song, YET. haha, maybe after I'm satisfy of hearing G.O's voice.. just maybe. XP

Everyday a shock shock~ ;p Loving B2ST !

Uwaaaa T_T CNBLUE has ends their promotion at Music Bank !! Gonna miss them... !! ;_;

Lets end it here. I got lazy to write more..

♥ ♥ G.O ♥ ♥

oovoo-ing.

2010-03-05T07:29:00.006+08:00

Want some food? ;p

It was really fun last night!! Awww.. I miss my cousins already T___T I loovvee you guysss.. huhu and yeah, I've had a great time. ;p

You know what?I watched 14 blades twice. lol I can't help it.. I love itt soo much !! Wu Chun is HOT !! lol ;p FYI, I didn't watch it twice because of wu chun anyway.. I fell for qinglong the jinyiwei, well, I didn't know what his real name is.. HAHA I have no ideas why my taste became weird recently. Just bear with it. G.O is still my first priority though.. gah ! Sarang hae ~

Phew, orientation for BE yesterday was utterly crowded ! But, its good to see new faces around the school. Grrr.. Time to bully~ *evil smirks* Muahahahaha

G.O

2010-03-03T18:00:00.005+08:00

G.O !!! ♥

I'm currently obsessing with this guy. lol I have no ideas why, should I find out the reason? He's just.... how should I say it? Hmm, maybe because of the song he sings to.. ;p

Sarang hae oppa ! ♥

Oh btw, its already MARCH !!! HAHAH ! I'm so excited !!!!! ;p Few of you probably know why.. *jump* I've made my wish actually but it seems to be out of.. the list already. If you knew what I meant. hoho

- Out, watching 14 blades.

[MV teaser] BEAST - Shock

2010-02-27T12:45:00.005+08:00

The teaser is out !!! And its awesomely HOT !!!! Can't wait for the full release !!!

Man, the song is.. I can't waaaiiitt !!! XD

Credit: B2STalert

HOT ! ;p

More comeback.

2010-02-26T20:08:00.005+08:00

Been obsessing with Kpop world recently. lol Aannndd I'm craving for more !!! grrr... Did u listen to my playlist on the side bar? I've been listening to that song for like 24 hours already ! Maann, what a song eyy. :D

BEAST will soon make a comeback with new album titled Shock of the new era !!!! yuhuuuuu Just look at the picture.. HOT eyy? Ready b2uties? Leetttssss get started ! grrr.. hahah I have no ideas why I'm so hyper tonight. XD Doojon yeobo !!! ♥♥♥

Yorobun, Saranghaaee..♥

bye bye. :D

생일 축하합니다.

2010-02-26T19:27:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday CL unnie !! ;p

Here it goes ladies and gentlemen, the one and only best female, CL !!! wuhuuuu

I cannot wait for 2NE1's comeback !!!

L-Lo--Lo---Lov----Love 2NE1 !! XD

I'm a black jack !

[MP3 D/L + Lyrics translation] MBLAQ ft. C-Luv - If You Come Into My Heart.

2010-02-25T16:35:00.005+08:00

New Song by Mblaq!! Totally awesome !!

Can you believe it? I actually cried when hearing the chorus part.. T__T

This will move you to tears.. Just listen.

Download: Mediafire

Credit: Jenpoo

Lyrics translation:

[GO]
If I walk near the you that turns around and gets farther away
Don’t turn away from me
I wonder if you don’t know my heart or know but still do it
Time is just passing by.

[Joon]
You who left me, You who turned around
I pray that I can catch

[Seungho]
someday I say you and I will be together
If you take me in then

[GO]
I would run I would fly
If you came into my heart
then I would stay next to you like river water flows
If you came into my heart

[C-Luv]
Please hold my hand
Hug me for now
You leaving like a butterfly
wanna my heart up inside
don’t have to say goodbye bye
I can’t let you go

[Joon]
You who left me, You who turned around
I pray that I can catch

[Seungho]
someday I say you and I will be together
If you hug me then

[GO]
I would run I would fly
If you came into my heart
then I would stay next to you like river water flows
If you came into my heart

[GO]
You that shook my heart up so much
You know I can’t leave
[Seungho] Look at me Don’t ever let go
The two hands that are holding on now

[GO]
I would run I would fly
If you came into my heart
then I would stay next to you like river water flows
If you came into my heart

Credit: mir-ified @ absolutemblaq

Chapter 3.

2010-02-22T20:35:00.005+08:00

This world is obviously unfair. The reason I am putting this up was due to the fact that I've seen things that you people could not even imagine, things that is out to be called the truth. Despite that, I've seen a real fairy tales too.

It is vital for you to know how I have lived my life for these years as to understand the brutality, pain and suffering that has turned me the person I am now, the enemy of the world.

I have a father, who is the only family I've got despite my cruel relatives who are nothing but a bunch of animals who eats their own family's meat. My father is the most kind-hearted person I've ever met and yet, he's the scariest above all. I was told that my mother died just a few second after I was born. But it was doubtful to me when father marry another woman just a week after mother died. He never love my mom, my brother told me that. Yes, I used to have an adolescence brother, until this one terrifying unforgettable events happened.

I was too young to understand the problems of the adult but I did. My step-mother are one of a kind. She treats me as if I was her very own blood and I was insatiable to that love. Everything changed when my brother fell in love with my father's woman and so does she. I have witnessed several activity of their doings for I'm sure it is illegal to those who has such a relation. While they were doing their activity, father suddenly came in with rush and astounded to his own eyes. They started to argued, things get worst when mother tried to protect brother for her own life. Had I known that such a terrible incident would happen, I would've strode out to stop the argument. Unfortunately, I was never such a brave girl, only know how to hide myself behind the door.

Everyone trembled when we saw father clutched a knife from the kitchen and began to threatened both my brother and step-mother. "It is not a crime to love, father!" my brother claimed his own right. "It is not.. but of all woman in this world, why does it have to be my woman?" father yelled in still with a knife on his hand. I could not bear with this anymore. Without hesitation, father began to stabbed one of the victim and through lightning, he approached to the other. I shivered in terror, struggling not to stumble upon the ground. Despite having no bravery, I am much weaker than I thought and I tripped. I could never forget the eyes of a perfect devil that had met my eyes at that particular moment.

Soon as he finished assassinate those two, I knew I would've died in the hands of his. He was approaching to me when he knew that I was present while he was creating a sin that could never be forgiven by a human. I felt drowned by the smell of blood that has filled the whole room within just a few seconds when I soon began to sob. Much to my gratitude, he dropped the knife. He is still my father after all. In his guilty appearance, he make an initial move by embracing me in his arms, sympathy at a child who has to witness a petrified violence he just fabricate. I was frightened by his sudden movement and at the same time, I pitied my own father. If only my step-mother could've known she's one of the fortunate, she would've not commit such an act. If only my brother could noticed how much father loved his wife, he wouldn't even dare to fall for her.

A few moments after that, I began hearing steps. My memory started to blurred when I heard my name being called by someone, my lecturer. "Are you daydreaming young lady?" he giggles. Oh ! I am in the middle of my class.

The worst are yet to come.

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My gosh ! I'm sleepy man, but I got tons of works to be done and it must be done by tonight ! Well, I have this.. hahah girls meeting tomorrow, that's why.

Yorobun ! Kamsahamnida. *bow* I love my readers !! :D

P/S: I have no ideas why my story kept getting scarier.. =.= Forgive me for that.

A photo to cheer you up ! XD its 2-2--2---2NE1~

[MV] Kara - Lupin.

2010-02-22T18:56:00.002+08:00

It's out babbyy !! Lupin is out.. ;p anddd the dance is HOT !!

Miaowww.. Lets shake our butt~ grrr.. HAH !

Hot eyy? ;p I knowww !!!

Chapter 2.

2010-02-19T19:54:00.008+08:00

Dawn was yet to come. I sat silently behind my sliding window, carefully examining each and every inch of the bright moon that was starting to fade. Had I known that today would yet be a much tiring day, I would've sleep comfortably on my spongy bed.

Have I mentioned that I do not have the ability to directly communicate with any human in this world? Probably I did. And that was the ugly truth. I sauntered into my registration class with my usual calming manner. There I was, trying my own best to be oblivious in the eyes of creatures that been wandering around within that area. My nightmare had just begin.

Soon as the registration class ended, I strode outside, heading to the library as I have no class in that period. In a sudden moment, I could felt my hand being stolen and pulled by a one stranger hand of other's. I stood in shock, deeply staring at this one man who was trying to make a conversation to me. "I need to speak with you," he uttered a sentence that has once again awakened my deep fear that has been buried for quite awhile. He never needed any reply.

I was brought to the library, exactly facing this beautiful man that has the guts to grabbed my bare hand in public. I stared on him in confusion, examining every inch of his pure skin that I longed to owned since forever. His calm face shows that he has no intention to ever commit an act he just pulled. "I want you ..................... in ............ will ........ away," he babbled quickly without repeating. I sat still in silent, trying to caught a flashback of what he was just trying to tell me. I could not get it since his voice was too soft and fast to my understanding. He urged to a conclusion, "Just nudge me if you agree." That was thousands clearer than his first sentence. I have a desire to ask about the first sentence but, a magnet pulled my voice back, prohibiting myself to utter even a word.

From that moment on, I was thoroughly haunted by his unclear words that only gives me a troubling perception rather than a satisfying leisure.

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Chapter 2 is done ! *yawn* I'm lazy now.. grrr.. hahah ! I got an essay to write =.="

Till then. :D

♥ awwwww.. spare me that heart !!!!! :p

You.

2010-02-18T16:47:00.005+08:00

Apparently, there is something that had been bothering me these days. It's you. I am not quite myself this afternoon though this morning, I seemed to be thoroughly confusing rather than awakened. I am much delightful when I heard the afternoon class was cancelled for good because I forgot to bring my textbooks to be submitted.

There were times, where I'd rather be alone in school as to prevent a bothering subject to be discussed with my friends. It was relaxing and yeah, quite enjoyable to my satisfaction. Despite that, it is much more preferable for me to be with some of my friends since I used to be alone all the time. Well, I don't talk much to some though.

You go first.

Go through the door before me.

Enter the limousine while I wait by your side.

Enter the shops while I stand behind, guarding your back.

Sit at the table before me.

Please, sample the tastiest morsels while I sit quietly.

My desire is that you go first, in every occasion of earthly life.

Only once will I go before you.

And that will be at my last moment.

For when death claims us, you must go last.

Because I can't live one second without you.

- A poem wrote by a husband dedicated to his lovely wife.

This poem has given me a deep sorrowful emotion as I now am thirsty for a guy who would wrote me a desirably inexplicable content of a poem. Please, spare at least one for me.

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Kevin oppa !! ♥

U-U--U---U-Kiss~ my vampires bubbly soon-to-be hubby. lol

*wide-awaking*

Hey yoooooooo~ wasssuuppp !! haha I'm back now. Eeekkk, did I just wrote an incredulous text to be comprehend? HAHAH ! Try to digest that. lol Oh yeah, I'm hereby to announce, my baby has fully recovered !!!! huhuuuuuuu.. However, T____T he has lost ALL of his memory about me. How cruel was that? I know !! =.=" FYI, I'm talking about my lappy dude.. my LAPTOP ! Yes, I am now using my little baby here which has no memory on me at all ! Uwaaaa.. All my files were GONE ! GONE GONE and GONE !! Its all your fault ! T_T

Give-me-a-break !

Just imagine how much I loss. All my photoshop.. T_____________T, my dramas and movies T_____________________________T, uwaaaaaaaaaaaa.. I cannot go on anymore. I've loss a lot ! Like A LOT !!

Oh yeahh, there was this conversation between me and my dear friends this morning and the topic was about man's abs. LOL hahah ! For dudeess out there, here's an advice. Do not work out too much because girls nowadays are more into medium size abs. LOL If my brother found out I talked about this, he'll be digging out my eyes at once. HAHA *silent*

Please be good.

Broken lappy T_T

2010-02-16T18:46:00.006+08:00

MY LAPTOP WAS BROKEN ! T___T

I KNOW !!!!! Man, I can't believe this.. Thankfully there is a spare.. err, not exactly a spare actually.. haha I'm using my sis's lappy right now. lol she went out, so I sneak in her room. :p I've gotten her permission already ok? keke Maybe I can borrow my daddy's later? HAHA I have not yet tell him about my lappy actually. =.=" gotta tell him sooner grrr

Red Soul ;p

Just to make it short, listen to my heartbeat ! HAHah ! Watch this ! Red Soul covers 2PM's Tik Tok mix with Heartbeat (Acapella ver.). It's freakingly AWESOME and BRILLIANT.. and the voice is soooo hmm.. inexplicable.

Awesome right? Perfectly made. They're talented ! I wonder how they do that.. all the beatbox, the background, the bass thing.. by only using their mouth !! hahah ! I'm usually speechless to this kind of thing. I LOVE THEM !! HAHA :D

Are you dead?

2010-02-13T15:23:00.006+08:00

Sarang hae Min Hyuk oppa !!!!♥

I could not find the reason for the title I've wrote. However, I do know who's dead. The ant that I ~~accidentally~~ hit yesterday. haha For your information, I do not like an ant. Why? THEY FREQUENTLY ATE MY FOOD ! lol I know ! How dare they disrespect me like that ! =.=

Enough of the ant thingy, the main purpose I wrote a post this afternoon is to get rid of my usual boredom that has driven me unconsciously half-dead. Just to let you know, I rarely sleep on the afternoon because of the inevitable headache that my head will undergo later on. Trust me, it utterly feels uncomfortable that it used to interrupt my brain function. I know.

I terribly want to watch Kdrama right now T_T. Seriously, there's something wrong with my torrent or maybe the internet. Gah, don't mention it.

Yong Hwa yeobo !!!! *faint*

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Let's begin the story.

Chapter 1.

I came up to the stage, struggling not to stumble upon the ground. There I was, watched by thousands of audiences that seems to be motionless as a stone. I then started to act silly, running around, dominating the stage and try my own best to make the show fabulously amazing. But I never hear any clapping. Oh ! Now I'm awake. Wide awake from the unreality world of mine. I am just a loner after all. Guess who's my audiences? Tables and chairs ! hah ! That's why I never heard any clapping on the first place.

That is who I am, a pretender. Or maybe.. a dreamer? Whatever that is, I surely am a loner. That is who I am.

I do not have the ability to communicate directly with humans, except with my family, excluding my relatives. Well, humans terrified me, their behavior frequently gives me an undefined emotion that will only gives me a nightmare, a very long one. That is the main cause of the behavior I owned since I was a young teenage girl.

To be honest, as you may see, I am quite bizarre to your first impression. However, I am not a person you could ever imagine. I may be ugly but my brain are a master piece. There was once, when I was a little girl, I participate in this 'Scientist project' competition. I was the youngest amongst the competitors and ranked the last among them. I was disappointed by the results because I knew the glory's supposed to be mine. The next day, when I saw each and every competitor's name were written in the newspaper except for me, I decided to ask for an explanation from the judges themselves.

At that time, I was undoubtedly fearless, having a thought of threatening the judges on my own. I strode to find the professor that has been nominated as one of the judge that day and there he was, busy compiling a file to be send. He seems to be astounded by my appearance. I then do what I had to do. Secretly, he escort me to this small room filled with spider web on every corner of the room seemingly like a store for that area. He quickly told me the reason, "Because you are genius." I stand in astonishment, trying to comprehend each and every piece of word he just uttered. He then slowly explained each and every single detail in whatever questions I had created for him.

Now I know, that is why humans are scary. Why.. exactly I ranked the last and why my name was deleted from the lists of the competitors. It was my project.. My project are too genius, a spectacular ones that is impossible to even think about it, I had just created a master piece. Even the professors were stunned by my master piece as each and everyone of them could not even describe what I had just created. They feel threatened, insecure by my creation because it could change the history of the professor. Their position. My creation is threatening their position as a professor. What a horrify world it is.

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HAHA, how's my story? FYI, the story are not real ! It just came up to me a while ago. hahah !

Well, till then :D

[MP3 D/L] 2NE1 - Try to copy me.

2010-02-09T15:26:00.005+08:00

NEW SONG !!! FROM 2-2--2---2NE1 !! ;p

wuhuuuu.. Ready teens? Lets move the beat !! *jump*

Download : Mediafire

Credit : Jenpoo

[Video] U-kiss - Round and Round on Inkigayo.

2010-02-07T18:41:00.003+08:00

HOT !!!!! HAHA

Bingeul bingeul bingeul bingeul~~~ lol So addicting.. for me. ;p Man, their explicit version of MV are a bit dissapointing. I want more abs part !!!!!! HAHAHA I know right !! I have no ideas why I'm a fan of Korean boy band's abs. lol I'm a teenage girl okayy !!! :p

Watch this. :D

huhu.. HOT right !!

*listening to the song* keke ^^

Sarang hae. :D

A strong kind-hearted woman.

2010-02-06T06:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKA EYAH.

Sory for the late post, I got busy yesterday that's why I only got the chance to post in FB only. May Allah bless you and wishing you a long last happiness with your beloved family. :D Her birthday's suppose to be yesterday. haha and Lastly, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to both of you and your husband ! huhuu.. ^^

Binggeul Binggeul.

2010-02-04T20:21:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to the song and it was.. pretty good.

The singer is U-kiss, titled 'Binggeul binggeul' (Round and Round).. huhu

They're cutee~ haha :p

Do you know what? Yunho likes CNBlue and BEAST !!! HAHAH ! Finally my hubby got the same interest as mine. :p Yeah, he sings to 'I'm A Loner' by CNBlue and dance to 'Mystery' by BEAST. I know !!! Unfortunately, its only a short recorder so.. yeah. haha

Seems like I got pretty like, nothing to say right now =.= so, we'll just proceed to the pictures aight. hahah.. Well, I got tons of things to write actually, but my bare hands keep complaining that they're too tired to move. Maybe next time. keke ^^

Doo Joon oppa♥ !!! HOT eyy? :p

Big Bang on action ! I waannntt that shoes !!!!!! =.="

2PM on stage ! XD huhu, did you watch their performance on 19th Seoul awards?

IT WAS HOT !! Definitely different and.. totally HOT ! lol ;p

Awww.. kiyopta ! hahah, Jo Kwon and Nichkhun. ;p

Cuuutteeeeee~ ;p :p xp

AaAAAaaaaaaa.. Min Hyuk yeobo ♥♥♥ !!! *faint*

VIP day !

2010-02-01T14:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO NUR HAMAIZAH HALIM !!!!

huhu.. I can't believe she's legal now =.="

Whoa... Mine will be two months away. huhu

I hope all your dreams may come true and I will pray for your success on whatever path you wish to take. I will always support you girl and BE HAPPY okayy!! :D

Your smile is the most powerful weapon ever. HAHAH ! ;p

I LOVE YOU GIRL !!! :D

She's one of the BEST friend I've ever had. :')

Captivating.

2010-01-31T10:47:00.005+08:00

LOL I got attracted to 2AM's Jo Kwon recently, though I'm not really into 2AM.. :P

Well, besides doing Abracadabra with 2PM last October as one of the Dirty Eyed Girls, he amuse me with his recent activity includes dancing to HyunA's song 'Change' and YESTERDAY, he was doing some exercise with an exercise instructor. lol You gotta watch this. :p

2AM Jo Kwon & Seulong cover Abracadabra and My Ear's Candy. :p

LMAO !! Jo Kwon surely knows how to dance !! RAWR... LOL HAHAHA

HAHAH ! Give him a break ! lol =.="

Can you find any other 'JoKwon'? No right? That's what I'm trying to say.. HAHA

Till the next timeeee. :D

Impossible.

2010-01-30T20:13:00.008+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

Cute eyy? LOL SarangHae Yo Seob♥

Impossible~~~~

HAHAH ! Whaatt am I talking about? Oh ! Its a song okay.. titled Impossible by Shontelle. Err, did I just write her name correctly? Whateve~ :p I love the melody, and its impossible. lol Wait a minute, since when did I ever talk about English song? haha funny ! =.=" Just listen to the lyrics, it made me.. impossible. HAHA okay okay..lets just drop this conversation.

Been busy these days.. I have lots of homeworks to do, got a debate to oppose, must revise for test and just went to attend writing plan workshop for the competition yesterday ! Man, what could be worse? I KNOW ! *sigh* Just dig my brain and put it somewhere far from the body of mine. HAHAH just kiddin'. P-lease, I've had worse result from all of my previous test and now I gotta hide my brain? I'll be doomed by then. Yeah.. I need to push myself to the limits for this first MPR OR else, I will have to ground myself for a year ! I cannot find the reason for my laziness and carelessness these days. Yes, one of the MAIN reason for the low marks I got in my test was a careless mistake. Now you know.. Need to be very cautious from now on.

Mama JunHyung is on action !! HAHA kiyopta !! :p

Mama JunHyung, give me Papa DooJoon !!! :p

I don't like Saturday. Seriously, it makes me moody.. especially on the very first morning. But no worries, my friends are always there.. They're most likely the reason I am able to handle all this on the first place. Thank you guys.. I love you all !!!!

I'm full and yet, I'm unconsciously hungry.

I tend to look really happy but on the other side, I am suffering from melancholy.

I've had enouuggghh !! HAHAH guess what? I lost my brain again this morning but yeah, it came back in no time. phew.. what a stubborn big brain I got. I knooww rigghtt~ Wake me up from this horrified dreams, Please !

I miss walking at loughborough. =/

Gah, I need to get my mohawk soon before I'm completely headless. lol HAHA my mom will be like O_____O LOL My head will be slap by then. =.=" I'm getting worse eyy.. I'm aware of that though. lol

keke ^^ adorable CNBlue's on air !! :P

MinHyuk oppa !!! Cook tteokbokki for me!! XP

I guess its the end for this part. Gotta go hunting before the food got snitch from the lost vampires. hahah !

Gues who's the winner for tonight's Music Bank?

2010-01-29T19:15:00.005+08:00

THAT'S RIGHT !! HUHU

C.N. BLUE is dominating the K-Charts ! XD

Whoa man, they are like a new band and just debuted two weeks ago.

I can already smell their increasing popularity. keke

Fighting CNBlue !!

♥ Yong Hwa. :p

~~I'll update with their performance Video later XD~~

BEAST 2PM !!

2010-01-28T21:30:00.007+08:00

Annyeong haseyo !!!

Yorobuunnn !!! Bogo shipppooooo !! :p

Okay, lets just enjoy the pics. :D

Sarang Hae Doo Joon oppa !! ♥ :p

The cutiest boy in town ♥!! ^^ keke

*faint* lol

awwwwwww~~~

LET ME IN !!!! *going crazy*

Jun Hyung oppa surely looks good here. lol

T.T My Taechyeon is hugging Dong Woon ! nooo~~

I wonder how far can they go =.="

2PM !!!!!!

*rolling*♥ ♥ ♥ haha

Kiyopta ! :p

Junho oppa !! ♥

Rawr.. haha wooyoung & nickhun surely are the most adorable member.

lots of ♥, from me, Ayai. :D

Praise.

2010-01-27T17:20:00.004+08:00

Awwwww isn't the baby looks adorable? :p Grrrrr, feel like having a bite of him.

I miss holding a baby. Well, I have one in here, but, this one is considered as a BIG baby. lol

*drinking* waahh.. I feel refreshed now. haha What exactly am I trying to say eh?Oh yeah, you gotta believe this. I started to wear a coloured contact lens starting last Monday ! hah, it feels sooo good. I know ! HAHA Now, you're starting to look at me eyy.. What a mess !

Despite that, have I told you we were chosen to be the qualifiers on the next stage of HSBC Entrepreneur Award? I know ! Man, I never ever ever ever ever, err how many of my 'ever' left? Ever thought we would be picked to be on the next stage. Seriously. But yeah, we were so thankful and grateful to the judges for giving us a chance to be on this 2nd stage. It was out from any of my terrified imagination. Well at the same time, of course, fear can never be exterminate from this very beautiful brain of mine. But hey, we will do our very best for this project and try to think positive on it. Please pray for our success. :D

Buy me this bracelet !! ;_;

Awwhhh.. I have a debate tomorrow on GP. T.T This would be my first time on doing a debate as well as some of the others. Maaann, what could be worst? Well, at least this could be better than a presentation.. is it? or what? hah ! This is incredulous. Please again pray for my success. :D

Time to hunt ! XP

Saengil Chukha Hamnida.

2010-01-26T14:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAE JOONG !!

whoaa.. I miss YunJae terribly.

lol yeah, they are just soo cute you know ! ;p

Huhu I wish I could photoshop his photo for this. But as you see, I'm lazy right now. keke

Besides, the cake's looks awesome !

Mommy, I want PIANO CAKE on my birthday ! LOL

If can't piano, just make it Porsche, lol What a girl.

Enjoy your b'day JaeJoong oppa ! Sarang Hae.. ♥♥♥

The life of mine.

2010-01-23T21:31:00.005+08:00

Forgive me if any of my writing for further will offend you in any possible way or giving you the emotion that you have never intend to feel.

My day start to gloom when I got a flashback from what has happened last night. I looked at the mirror, looking at someone that I would refer as me, examining every inch of dull parts appeared on my face.

Once I started my first class, it was disturbing. A very close friend of mine was absent in which the reasons for her to be missing are some what acceptable. However, it was quite obvious that I seemed to be lost without her, looking like a poor lady who has determined to ask an old wealthy man to marry her. I have tried to comprehend whatever lessons the lecturer has given us but somehow, my mind was somewhere else. As a result, I decided to look upon my friend's answers to find mine's. It worked.

My life grow into a much deeper despair when my other close friend from my next class was also absent. I felt guilty at first for not be able to wait for her while walking to the next class as I feared to be late when arriving at my next class. I even try to glance behind me for a few times before I step the stairs to see whether she has step out from that class of hers or not. I never saw her. Much to my disappointment I learned after that has utterly removed my thrilled to study.

I was frightened by the next agenda that has readily organised for me. I was worried about whether my other close friend will also be away today, which will only cause me to freeze like a statue in the middle of Paris. Fortunately, there she was, pleasing me with her only shadow that was starting to increase when she was approaching to me. "I was the most lucky girl in earth", a small joyous thought came to my mind. I have the feeling to embrace her in my arms when she has finally reached me but, a magnet pulled me back, trying to hide my enthusiasm so that I will not be overjoyed by such a matter. The reason for that was due to the fact that we were in public where peoples usually gathered for greetings and it would be such a bad idea to embrace her in such a place since we did met everyday.

Just imagine how such a small matter could brighten my unfortunate day, just a person will bring happiness to me. I was that kind of girl. My day was not that bad anymore, well, except for the fact that my stomach was barely crying, craving for something that I would called 'food'. What a pitiful tummy I got. Patience is what comes to my mind.

My life was not over yet. Soon as the time pass by to 12 o'clock, I began to write a message. As I finished writing it, as usual, I would click the options and send it to the appropriate person. The content of my message was about that person and I even called one of my friend stupid. At first, I acted like it was an ordinary thing. But when I read back, wow, I can't believe it. How could such a person as myself utter such a word? Well, my patience has its own limitations as you has been aware of it. What upset me the most is, I never get a reply. It is not necessary actually since maybe there are not enough 'cash' to reply my text. BUT, just imagine if I were you, would you not be upset when someone didn't react to your text? Well, at least find a way. I would.

Please accept my apology for not being able to finish the life of mine yet. Well, I do not want to mention about the event that had happened at my home this afternoon which has given me more sweat rather than a cool air when I soon arrived at my place. I watched 'Becoming Jane' on Astro this evening which has given me a satisfying perception to my crave. Yes, I've been searching my DVD of this movie since a few days ago after I watched 'Pride and Prejudice' for maybe the 9th times. As you have aware, I have watched 'Becoming Jane' before but somehow, I miss it. Despite of the ending that was not quite fit onto my taste, I truly fond the story. The love story of Jane Austen. Besides, the actor, James McAvoy is one of my favourite. I started to know him as Mr. Tumnus from the Chronicles of Narnia. Forgive me if I wrote the name wrongly.

Back to 'Becoming Jane', I truly adore the story, though 'Pride and Prejudice' were the top one on my lists. These kind of story has given me a lot of emotions and feelings that I, myself could even barely explain, that I could not even interpret. The language is the most appealing to my taste. I've always wish I could someday have the ability to repeat accurately after them. Its just that, the way they pronounce it, its flowing, like it is flying from the edge of the Nile river to the top of Mt. Everest. There was no boundary or wall to jam whatever it is that has determined to pass through the crooked road. That is one reason why I love United Kingdom, because of the way they speak.

I was a peace lover and yet I love war. I cannot find the reason for such a statement I just create. That is the feeling I have recently undergo and by only perceiving this statement, you could know me million times better than before. I have finished my so-called life story of mine. Thank you.

Once again, forgive me for my intrusion.

생일 축하합니다.

2010-01-18T17:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MINZY !! XD

keke.. it's maknae's birthday. ^^

Can you believe that? I mean, she's only 16..and she got so many talents already.

HAHA aja aja fighting 2NE1 !! ;D

I'm proud to be a black jack ! Unofficial one. LOL ;p

Sunday~

2010-01-17T12:24:00.004+08:00

Please buy me that socks. ;_;

Yo wassup? HAHA How's my new header? and the new colour of my background? HAHA BLUE!! I knowww !!!! lol Well, for your information, Blue is my favourite colour. But I didn't seem to have a lot of blue things in my room. What a weirdo eyy.. I know ! Hah, talking about blue, I'm planning on trying to use contact lens once. And you know what? I went through Mt. Everest only to get that contact and it didn't even worked. What a trouble-maker. Well~ I don't care ee ee ee ee ee~~ I will buy it no matter what. You'll see.. >.<

Oh yeah, CNBLUE rocks !!! LOL Love them to the max. Hmm.. Well, for the record, I used to like a band who do dance besides of singing but this, I just.. like them you know. The song is.. what should I say? I got addicted to the song ever since I first heard it. Though they do not dance, its still enjoyable, for me at least. HAHA Have u seen their debut on Music Bank and Music Core? HAHA I was totally excited when I saw them performing.

*sigh* To one of the concern, please don't be disappointed too much ok. You've done everything you could. Though I would never support you for giving up, if you have lost your strength, then, just rest for a while ok. XD There's a lot more choice out there.. so fly to the sky to search for the better ones. I wish you luck on that buddy and I waaaaannntttt my ~~lover~~ thingy!!!! ;p Do you know how much I miss that thingy..*sigh* YOU HAVE NO IDEAS !

I'll see you lator~ ;p

[MP3 D/L] C.N.Blue - I'm A Loner.

2010-01-15T10:47:00.005+08:00

New song !!!!!! ;p

Totally in love with the song right now.

Sarang hae Yong Hwa ♥♥♥♥♥!!!!! huhu Well, Min Hyuk is cute too anyway~ xp

Love them all !! haha

What do you think? HAHA Well, its addicting for me.. hehee

C.N.Blue is now on my lists !! Can't waaiiitt for their debut on Music Bank later. wuahaha

Download: Mediafire.

Credit: KpopDream

[Video] Taeyang dances with Kara + comedian Jung Joo Ri.

2010-01-13T19:13:00.004+08:00

HAHAAHAHA

WTH ! LOL I can't stop laughing after watching the whole dance.

Well, the first two woman is KARA.. while the last is the comedian. ;p

That last woman surely got guts eyy for seducing my TaeYang ey. LOL

You have to watch this.

What a ~~crazy~~ troublemaker.

HAHAHA I told ya.

Maaaaannn, that woman is unbelievable !

I mean, man, what an act !

Its funny though.. LOL

Buy me that thing !!!

2010-01-13T17:39:00.007+08:00

Moooommmyyyyyy !!!!!!! I want that mug !!! T.T

Uwaaaa.. I want that mug I want that mug I want the mug!!

How can I get it eyy? I really want it... T__T

Well, I've checked on the websites but it's all written in hangul. =.="

Although I can read, but I can only understand 1/100 of all the text. HAHA

Now you know. XP uwaaaaaaaaaaaa... T__T

I really want it though.. no seriously, do you have any other way to get it?

Okay.. I know now.. I can only dream about it.

Kiss me ! HAHA kiyopta !!!!!! ;p

awww..

sooo cuuuuuuuuuuuttteeeeeeeee !!! I can't resist that.. *faint*

HAHAHA What a cute little petunia~ grrr.. just look at that ribbon ! XD

Man, this is why I'm currently obsess with 2pm. HAHA

I really want those mug though. *sigh*

HAHAHAHA cute right? lol Whoever drew this surely got talent.

Man, HAHAHA It is snuffy and yet undoubtedly adorable.

2-2--2---2----2NE1. Minzy looks fierce.. HAHA but soo cute. lol

ch-ch--ch---change. The song is addicting. XP

Hmmm.. Habits.. are surely difficult to remove eyy. Am I right? or am I?

Try it, then you'll know what I'm trying to tell you.

I've been waiting for March to come.

HAHA yeah, I want to know how it feels to be legal you know.

Its just, I want to get a driving license as soon as possible.

My friends has been talking about cars a lot these days. And its really stressing me out.

I don't have a homeworks today but I'm pretty sure there will be tons of works to do tomorrow.

And you know what?

I hate walking around the school by myself which I frequently do these days.

I miss mai ! T_______T

Why don't you stop whatever you were doing right now.

HAHAH I didn't mean you, but you.. you know.

Not you.. it's you..

Okay okay, I'm confuse now. its the eeeeennnddd ~

You are the one.

2010-01-12T17:40:00.003+08:00

Kiyopta? keuh ji? haha ya.. I feel like designing my nephew's hair right now. I really wish I could do it. Just look at that hair.. oh my, I can't believe that kind of hair can be suitable for any little boy. It match him pretty well isn't it? lol Soooo cuutteeee !! ggrrrrr.. HAHA FYI, his name is Ha Rang. I think I've posted something about him before. ;p Hmmm what about me? what do you think if I cut my hair exactly like that kid? Like taeyang.. HAHAHAHAHA WTH. Its nice though.. right? You won't probably recognize me anymore and that's exactly what I've been dreaming of trying to do in the future. LOL I can be worst than you can ever imagine dude. But of course that requires a lot of works so that anyone can never recognize me. Oh yeah, I just came up with the most crazy ideas I can ever think of. XP

Shi eun ji ta ~~ forever ~~~ ahaha woot? I'm singing ! Oh yeah, talking about music, the topic that we currently discuss about these few days, I went to interview some of my friends today. HAHA It was fun. And I got the chance to interview Anum just then. Really miss talking to her. huhu phew, I'm pretty bored right now. I want to go online but there's a part of me that has forbid me to even think of going online. Man, I don't have more to talk about.. I guess we'll end it here. miaaaaaaaaaooowwwww !!

Till then.

[MP3 D/L] 2PM ft. Yoon Eun Hye - Tik Tok

2010-01-12T17:14:00.005+08:00

New song !!!! HAHAHA
This is what I like the most.
A new song by one of my most favourite band.
Loveee the soongg!! huhu Saranghae 2PM !! ;p

Download.

Credit: Jenpoo